I'm so fucking lost in my head, thanks to you. I can't help but pretty much cyber stalk you and want to talk to you, but I can't. Because you're either with her or I'm with him or both. And it fucking sucks. I'm falling for you when I have no right to. No rhyme, no fucking reason. But, you're there. On my mind. EVERY GODDAMN DAY. You're a constant. You're just a rock and I'm fighting to be the one you're thrown against. No fucking clue. Although my moral mind is telling me..no. SCREAMING at me to RUN and don't look back because none of this will end well, I can't seem to fight against the will to be near you. To want you. I imagine sex with you. Kissing you. Being held by you. And I mean...wtf??? We hardly spent any time together or anything and yet I'm so drawn to you. And I can't stand it.